Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I love him. Its nice to have confidence in myself for once in my life. I’m so over self-pity, self-sabotage, self anything…I don’t know what the fuck I was thinking but its over now! That is all the matters to me. That apathetic phase in my life is over, now its about creating a beautiful life. So when I’m an old lady I will look back in smile. I will think about the lives I have touched and those that have touched mine. I will hold his wrinkly hand and watch Star Wars and Evil Dead in our house in the mountains.
